Time for a break.

Seriously, i do need a break. ya3ny come on people, ITS SUMMER! i just want to sit around and do nothing.

Since the break started i've been doing nothing except watch episode after episode of 90210. i wish my life was like that, very dramatic and interesting. umph.

So yea, back to my break. No post for a couple of weeks. Sorry, a7ibkum. I got my report card, and guess what? IT ROCKS!!! yes yes im very proud of myself;D

Im de-skinning or whatever snakes do when they shed a layer of there skin.  I got a sunburn a few days ago since i was in he shalaih and spent around 7 hours on the beach, and now my skin is peeling of. ye5

So, where are you guys going to in the summer? i dont know where im going so dont ask.

Peace, love, and bubblegum

xx

P.s; you should try coldstone bubblegum ice cream, and the cheesecake too.

To Hold & To Have [17]

It was 3abdulla, he was sitting alone on the shore just staring off into space.  I decided to go and sit beside him, maybe he would forgive me for what happened. I thought about it alot today, if i were in his postion and my cousins would have done such a thing to my friend i would have killed them and i would've been extremely embaressed.

When i sat beside him, he didnt seem to notice me. He just sat there lost in his thoughts, i was quiet or a few seconds thinking whether or not to say something now or wait for him to notice me sitting there beside him.

Me: Hey, its kinda late..

He suddenly snapped back to reality and was surprised to see me sitting beside him.

3abdulla: magidart anam, and why arent you sleeping?

Me: well, 7itan ana magidart anam.

He ignored me and continued looking at the waves crashing on the shore. i'v always loved the sound of it, its really relaxing and the smell of the sea too. I wanted to apologize to him for what happened today, but i didnt really have the words. but i gave it a try anyways..

Me: 3abdula..i..i..im..

3abdula: sorry?

Me: umm, yes..wallah i really am

3abdula: you embaressed me, mu bas jidaam 7mayen. jidaam kil rab3ee ily shafouw ish9aar

Me: We didnt mean anything, we just did it as a joke..ma daraina ina he was going to be that mad

3abdula: 3a6aito bottle of sea water, w you dont think hes going to get mad?

Me: We didnt think of it in that way, we didnt think ina what we did will come back and bite us in the ass..

3abdula: Your pathetic..

pathetic? i really have nothing else to say, i apologised. what else? im all alone, no 3awaash to tell me what to say or have 3awaash to save me from such a situation. I looked at him, and as usual his face was stoic and emotionless.

Me: Im trying to apologise here and your telling me im pathetic? i really dont now what to tell you right now.

3abdula: Then dont say anything. I dont need your apology and sympathy and i really dont need you to be all dr.phil on me. 

i felt the tears fill my eyes, and i was trying so hard not to cry, the last thing i need is me crying infornt of him.

Me: b..b..bas i really am sorry

3abdula: DAMNIT REEMA I SAID I DONT NEED YOUR APOLOGY!

Me: *sniff sniff* d..d..dont shout..

3abdula: latabcheen, 7mayen made you cry today and if you do cry now  then that doesnt make me any better than him. 

Me: Ooh s..s..so now your being kind?

Ugh! i hate it when i become all stuttery because im crying.

3abdulla: Look, im sorry for shouting. bas intaw mat3arfoun 7mayen, lo ana mu yaay chan 3ady 6agkum jidam il nas w ma abeekum itkounoun ib hal maw8if marathanya le2ana mu kil mara bakoun hnee 3ashan asa3idkum..now yalla smile w latabcheen

He placed his hand on my cheeck and gently wiped my tears with his thumb. Now i felt at ease, the hard part is finally over.

Im tired of always starting the conversation, so maybe now its his turn..

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Very short post, but atleast i posted;p

peace, love and unicorns

xx

Just thought you should know..

That my story isnt in anyways true, its all made-up. im making it up as i go, ya3ny i dont even know whats going to happen in part 17. Well no, im lieng i do know whats going to happen in part 17, but i dont now whats going to happen in part 18,19..etc.

On other notice, i saw a girl with the swastika sign on her car. i was surprised, cuz to many people its offensive or maybe offensive is an understatement its something disgusting, and its a sign of racism. bas i doubt she knows that. shes either;

1) An undercover nazi

2) Thinks its cool

3) Doesnt know what it means

I go with 3, because no-one in thier right mind will put a swastika on their car to show the world that he/she is a racist.

Peace, love and smiling pandas.

xx